Monday, July 11, 1831
1831
July
Monday
11
(Got
up at) 8 1/2 / (Went to bed at) 12 1/4
F 68° at 8 1/2 and fine, sunless morning. Tib off at 8 55/.. in the gig with Elizabeth Dalton to the Roman Catholic monastery at Ampleforth, 10 or 12 miles from here?
Out
at 9 1/2. 1/2 hour in the coachhouse
looking at the carriages, then sauntered on the Grimston road about an hour,
and back at 10 50/..
To
breakfast. Long at the table, talking
to Mrs. Norcliffe about fine people, her
dislike of Lady Jersey and Lady Ann Becket and the peerage in general. I gently
making excuses. She would not be in that society [on]any account, come what may.
I will never tell of the incivilities I receive.
Mrs.
Norcliffe and I sat talking in the sitting [room], and looking over plans of
cottages till Mrs. Cholmley came and brought the children. Took luncheon, staid 1 1/2 hour, and then off
to Mrs. Willoughby at Settrington meaning to return here. I was
in my old merinos as I had been walking and my bandeau fronts. Put on my bonnet (the travelling one) to hide
it. Mrs. Norcliffe introduced me. Mrs. Cholmley did not say much to me. I spoke
two or three times and then took up the Courier. Declined going to luncheon, and sat reading
till they came back, when Mrs. Cholmley seemed more inclined to talk to me and
we got on very well till she went. I had felt the consciousness of having my
old gown on and looking scurvy, and here there is no importance but one’s own
to be had, and I was uncomfortable, though without shewing it. I have not
confidence enough in my own manners, though really much improved in this. When shall I be quite at ease? Always within
myself. A proper son at my elbow would
do me good. Will Lady Gordon and I get together??
Came
upstairs at 3 40/.. and wrote the above of today, then writing a little in addition to what I wrote yesterday to Vere.
Dressed. Tib and Elizabeth Dalton returned from Ampleforth
at 6 1/2, and dinner immediately. No coffee; fancied it might bring on the
indigestion pain I had last night and in a less degree the night before, and
took no tea.
From
9 to near 10, sat with Tib in her room.
Came up to my room at 11 40/.. – F 70° at 6 1/2 p.m. and 69° now at 12
tonight. Very fine day.
WYAS Finding Number SH:7/ML/E/14/0087
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