Saturday, December 10, 1831
1831 December
Saturday
10
8
1/2
12
25/..
Up
at 7 10/.. with bowel complaint as if having taken strong medicine – Then went
to bed again for an hour. Dressed leisurely feeling uncomfortableness amounting
to slight pain in my bowels, unusual with me on any occasion –
F
62° in my room and fine now at 9 50/.. – Fine mild morning – Rain in the night and
between 7 and 8 this morning –
Went
downstairs at 9 55/.. – Breakfast – Took only a mouthful of brown bread and 2
cups of tea, feeling not inclined for anything –
Miss Hobart
rather kinder in her manner than usual? On my begging for a little law at breakfast this morning,
she really did seem to feel it, and said that seemed like scolding her in a
kind manner. Disclaimed all such intention. She said she did not see much
of me. I quietly observed, people might think it very dull for her, and that
she was terribly left alone but that I did it because I knew she liked it
better. Otherwise I certainly should not leave
her quite so much. She then said, but
kindly enough, well, she would not say
anything to make her have fewer hours to herself. I was a perfect model now. I had done enough. She
did not wish me to do any more to get over my fancy for her. I merely said
in answer a civil, Oh no. Perhaps after all she may care the more of the two
by and by. I hope it. I am much cured at heart –
Came
to my room at 10 3/4, resolving to remain there quietly all the day – An hour
reading the paper – Then wrote the above of today till 12 1/4 – Then till 6
25/.. (except walking about my room every now and then and downstairs with Miss
H- from 3 1/2 to 4), at my private accounts and much Time spent turning to my
journal –
At
1, took 2 tablespoonsful of Miss H-’s castor oil, feeling my bowels still
uncomfortable – and at one and fifty
minutes had a largeish, Very loose motion shewing
that the oil had gone through me, seeing the grease floating on the motion
–
At
6 1/2 dressed – Down at 7, dinner at 7 1/4 – Music – I lay on the sofa 1/2
asleep till 10 – From then to 11 5/.. won one hit at backgammon and lost another
–
Came
upstairs at 11 25/.. – Tolerably fine day, tho’ occasional showers, and raining
now and some time ago tonight – F 63° in my room (fire all day) at 11 1/2 p.m.
and F 54° out in the balcony now at 12 tonight –
WYAS
Finding Numbers SH:7/ML/E/14/0161 and SH:7/ML/E/14/0162
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