Saturday, March 3, 1832
1832 March
Saturday
3
8
1/2
2
Incurred a cross
last night thinking of Vere.
Foggy
morning – F 56° at 10 1/4 in my room and 40° at 11 50/.. in the balcony –
Letter
from Lady Stuart, Whitehall, franked by Lord James Stuart, and from
my aunt at Shibden whether to take £5 for the gig –
Went
to Miss Hobart for a few minutes at 9 1/4 – Said nothing to her of my having
heard from Lady Stuart –
Breakfast
at 10 35/.. and reading the Globe till came to my room at 11 50/.. –
Lady
Stuart says my letter distressed her much, as it corroborated what Lady Skelmersdale
had told her, but which she was loath to believe, not having heard it from me,
and having no idea that the expectoration had continued – Had often thanked God
Vere did not go abroad ‘as I will know how wretched I should have been, not
being able to hear regularly, and now I have felt it stronger
from the belief little is gained by it? and that there is as much
cold and variable weather as here – the Western Isles or
Madeira it might have been different, and how
forlorn is that! I think if she continues in a bad state I
had better go with her by sea, for
I have not strength at my time of life, to take a long journey!
and that could be the only way I could go – all this, dear Miss Lister,
is to you for I would not touch on this to her . . . . . how many in our own island with care have recovered’
– Wishes to hear from me again –
Began rough
draft of note to Lady S
Miss
H- down at 12 1/2 – Went to her and staid with her till 2 10/.. then went out
at 2 1/2 – To Tilden’s bank and got £100, eighty in their notes, the rest in
cash – 1/. postage – Then called on Mrs. Courtenay, and sat there 25 minutes
with her and Miss Courtenay and the walking brother –
Then
home – Paid settled with Miss H- settled accounts, looked over my money, and went
out again at 4 25/60 – Walked slowly to the Hare and Hounds London road
and back at 5 40/..1/2 hour with Miss H- – Dressed – Dinner at 6 3/4 in 40 minutes –
Mr.
Duke came for a minute or 2 as usual at 7 1/2 – Miss H-’s pulse 80, called very
good – A healthy pulse taken at 75 – Miss H- much better tonight – Free from pain,
but weakish and languid –
Coffee
at 8 1/2 – a little music – Sat reading Miss H-’s law papers and latterly
reading them aloud to her –
Came
upstairs at 10 25/.. and to my room at 10 35/.. Very
good friends. She more affectionate since her illness, and I more wary grown,
that perhaps we shall get on better than we have ever done before. She owned
yesterday she would rather I kissed her in bed than up, because there was
less light. I will take care to avoid broad day for my little tendresses and by
and by I daresay we shall get on comfortably. Her
making my coffee; that is, living with me, was referred to this evening,
almost as an acknowledged probability –
Wrote
the last 10 lines till 11, at which hour, F 57 1/2° in my room and 44° at 1 1/4
tonight in the balcony – Hazy but fine day
enough –
Sat up till one and a quarter writing rough copy of note to Lady Stuart to go tomorrow –
WYAS
Finding Number SH:7/ML/E/15/0034
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