Wednesday, February 14, 1821
1821
February
Wednesday 14
7 40/60
11 55/60
Before breakfast, doing Example
1, page 87, volume 1, Hutton –
Letter from (Mrs. Norcliffe)
3 pages and the ends, closely written – Full of Langton news, and very kind –
Came upstairs at 11 1/4 – Till
1. making short extract from volume 2, Léontine de Blondheim – From 1 to 3, read
the first 100 pages, volume 3, Léontine de Blondheim, and then (till 2 40/60),
impatient to know the end, skimmed over the remaining pages –
In the afternoon from 4 25/60
to 5 50/60, my aunt and I walked as far as the Crow Nest
gates and back (along the road)
–
In the evening and during supper,
read from page 101 to 215, end of volume 3, Léontine de Blondheim. It is altogether
a very interesting thing, and I have read it with a sort of melancholy, feeling
the very germ of [that] which I thought had died forever – I cried a good deal over the second, and more over the third this
morning and as soon as I was alone during supper. Arlhofe reminds me of Charles, Leontine of Mariana,
and Wallerstein of myself. I find my
former feelings are too soon awakened, and I have still more romance than can
let me bear the stimulus, the fearful rousing of novel reading – I must not
indulge it. I must keep to graver things
and strongly occupy myself with other thoughts and with perpetual exertions. I
am not happy. I love Mariana, and yet
into what have I been led with Miss Vallance, and alas with Anne. Oh that I were more virtuous and more quiet. Reflection distracts me, and now I could cry
like a child – but I will not, must not, give way –
Came upstairs at 10 35/60 – Then
wrote the afternoon part of this journal of today –
Very fine frosty day, though
not very cold – Barometer 1 1/2 degree below fair – Fahrenheit 31° at 9 p.m. –
WYAS Finding Number
SH:7/ML/E/5/0005
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